Happy New Year Everyone!

Here I am back at work... all alone, since all the day time staff left for the day. It's nice to be my own boss for a few weeks. "No, you can not go up strairs" " The library is Closed!" "Testing is that way" and "no the computer lab is closed!" I so want to say " Go Home cant you see I am busy??!!" lol

Yeah, so I went a little off on myself last time I was here. I was just expressing how I was feeling. And this place seems to be the place to do so. I sent Jeaninne an email.. I'm sorry. I was just hurt and wearing my feelings on my shoulders.

I have not been feeling myself. Deb said in email that she just wanted me to know that she could fall for me. I dont know if I want her to do that. I dont know if I could be happy with her. But then again who knows.

Back in Nov, when I went to go see Jules... we were driving to The Dells and she was telling me in a few months that I'll find someone else that I'll forget about her.. and the other woman will have me saying "wow" Right in the truck... I was saying "WOW" ... and I am still saying WOW. Big problem is.. she is in "love" with a "str8" woman. She was telling me on NYE, how the two of them is done... then next day, they are back together. Yeah, I did have my hopes up high.