I have been rewriting what I feel. I am having mixed feelings this afternoon. It's a yucky day; sun trying to peek out.. rain clouds still hanging around. Got f*cked on Friday night and was to go to the club with her on Saturday night. Didn't happen. She said that she was feeling under the weather but a chance to go out. I called after work.. line busy.. hour later.. just rang no answer.. than at about 800ish (too late to go to club w/o paying) she roommate said she was sleeping. Now its 200pm on Sunday.. no call no email.. (throwing hands in the air) Just its just a f*ck.. I guess I am reading all this all wrong. I do like her, but this is coming across in the way that I hope it wouldnt.
I have been dating.. well okay mosty one woman.. but still. I guess a lot of women cant reach the smiple things that I want out of her. As, I am looking back last few weeks.. I have been on about 4 dates with Zion. I like her... and still want to go out on dates and get to know her more. I guess I am just wearing my feelings on my shoulders today.
I do have a date with this chick on Thrusday. I am having mixed feelings on her. I dont think she can give me what I need... not even the want part. See what happens. The funny thing is her bday is same date as Tony's.
OOooOO I need to call Cathy (tony's sister) to see if she wanted to go see Tony on the 19th for his bday dinner. There is a place in Lakeview Tony has been talking about going to for about a year. It's a little $$$, but it be okay. I spend about $40-$50 anyways lol And, if Cathy go.. it be cheaper. I would not as I am a cheap dyke, but with what money I made.. I make the ends meet and have spending money.