Hi everyone...

I'm not feeling the best tonight.. really REALLY sleepy. Almost fell asleep on my 25min break. And believe me the chair wasnt conforable.
So... Friday... I am meeting up with Deb. Yeah shes not pick of the litter, but my options are not open for what I want. Anyways.. she got a hotal and wants to take me out for dinner. I'm cool with the hotal thing. Hell I could use some sex after all the long freaking hours I been putting in. Heck, dont have time to masterbate.
She said shes a "butch" in bed. (nonlesbians... meaning she wants to top me)*explain enough* well.. we will see. Shes so femme when it comes to feelings and stuff like that. It's all good, but shes way to femme.
I am having a bad feeling that nothing is gonna happen with Jules. WHich freaking sucks because I do like her. She's one I have been thinking of... Yeah kind of scarey.. since she is ALSO in LOVE with some str8 chick. (rolling eyes). I was hopping to see Jules soon.. but looks like I wont beable to for a few months. Not gonna say anything.. just see what happens when I see her again. Unless some butch/woman comes along and picks me up. (I'm working the street corner of 5th ave and Michigan Ave) LOL
Sooooooo.. I have gained some serious weight since working at American Girl. Yeah they sure love to feed ya... mosty high sugar sweets. Since it's the 14th... the lunch at AG is over.. and there is just little over a week left till end of there.. I am back on tomorrow. Work is now at 700am.. not 630 or 600.. so I have time to make/plan a snack and lunch. I have been working on drinking water. Finally, been about to get pee latey. lol.
I'm wondering how I would be tasteing now since I havnt had much water drink latey. Yeah she most likey wouldnt want to do it... who knows. The other week.. I so wanted to feel J-Zion chick. And see how wet she was.. when we were fuking.
Yeah, I need sex.. so I can shut up about it LOL