Today...

not feeling the best.. feeling kinda of depressed tonight... just not feeling myself. On my drive home from work.. it felt like I didnt even drive home.. that somehow me and my car just pulledup into the driveway on its own. I am hearing from my mom that I am forgetting things. I am NOT the type of person to forget things. Its just not part of who I am. I guess all this stress has started taking a toll on me.

Now, going to go try to relax in a hot bubblebath... i havent done that in a few days. I am starting to forget about myself.. start snapping at best friend... not dealing for rejection... somehow life has been pushing the hard life on me in the last few days.