So, today is what Monday and I have nooo plans of going to classes this week. I am not in the mood for it.. tooo many things are going on right now that need to be squared away.
I have started dating. So, this is what I was to be doing in my young lesbian years? lol I finally broke down and and became a paid member for a lesbian personail ad. This is my 2nd time around. Hope, I have better luck then before. I am talking to 4 woman now (on phone and/or person) 1st.. is a younger "lesbian" (thats questionable) and she has me like already with her.. which I have no met her. Come on who in their right mind would send a text message saying " I miss you" when chated on IMs for 15mins.. if that LOL Dont think I'll meet her, but she knows where I work. 2nd.. is a cheif in the Dells area. Very much a "butch" which turns me on!! But there are some major fall backs that I am learning in the last 24 hours. Don't know if I even want to take a chance to meet her. I think it would be fn, but dont want my heart to be crashed into small pieces.. already been there and got the t-shirt. 3rd.. is in Flagstaff She is a sweet nice woman... but the distance and her belief system is tooo different for me to be in a relationship. But I do her and I become friends. We do hit if off in talking thats for sure. Finally.. I saved the best for last (if you are reading this.. you are still #1 *inside joke*) She's nice.. It shows that she does have a heart of gold. She lives in same town as 1st and shes changing the rep for that town LOL. She's older... but she is like Tony in the way of not acting their age. (if I was a gay guy.. would go after Tony) Right now, I do want to get to know her and go from there. I like spending time with her.. she knows how to make me smile from within. It's been sometime since someone does that for me. Kind of makes me feel special and doesnt look at me like a peice of a$$. I think that she does have a lot of her plate right now.. and I am so far planning on staying around to get to know her better and see what happens from that. I think she can use "me time" to do things for herself. Which she is.. and that's great. If I were to get in a relationship with her.. I want the whole 9 yards... okay okay.. I really want 10 yards.. :o) (you know us femmes)
So, as you can see.. I am dating. Even tho I just met one so far.. I have been asked by two other woman all day (laughing) and do think I want too. I have a list (small list) that the woman has to have.. and they dont. Non smoker... A job... and be a fulltime lesbian and out (to a degree) And thats hard to find LOL... okay.. okay.. yeah theres a longer list. LOL ( dont roll your eyes Kari)
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Damn, I had a lot to say today... theres some more... maybe I'll write later on tonight. I'm at work.. on my break.. need to turn off Itunes and head back up strairs and "work" wowowee... lol NOT

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