Friday afternoon I jumped on the scale to see what happened for the last two weeks of not eating much of anything. Lost 7 pounds! OMG! Now, I sure know why my hip has been fuking hurting! 7-8 miles in walking/running in two weeks. See, if I can keep it up.
Tony and I going to book our Disney trip in mid-Feb. Three nights at the French Quarter with all passes and one evening meal per day. Only $725.09 each. Thinking about driving down... and going to South Beach after GayDays.
Bad day on Thursday!! Text Jules and she had another woman there. Name is Jenn from Milwaukee. Jules said chatted for a few weeks... and she drove got her and taking her back. WOW! When Jules tells me that shes busy with work.... hmmm yeah!
I fucking always dont get the one I want anything.
Only live once...
At one point do I stop holding on to what "might" be coming?
Live life for now... it could end tonight or 40 years from now. Who knows.. only God knows.
It's hard to find another lesbian that has the same basic Christian values as me. yeah, Jules is in that. Yeap! She meets all 5 things I want in a woman!
Damn, I need to freaking talk with Jules.
I am just gonna lay it out!! What happens,... happens.
Maybe I am just too honest in telling... whats up.
OR maybe I just tell what needs not to be told.

Guy here at the College passes away at Condell on Thursday. Thats why the EMS.

You too can just be sitting around and... there goes you life.

Hope, I have at least clothes on when I die.

When or if I live to be in the rapture... would be fly like a bird in the sky? Just turn into grains of sand... just be gone like that? Would the worldy things we have on.. just fall off..?