Today.. ooo what a day

I am too fat to be standing on my feet for many MANY MANY hours for less than $10 per hour. I need to stay with it till end of the year.. damn those bills...

I didnt go work out this morning. Did wake up in time to go, but just couldnt find it in myself to go. I will have to go in the morning to the fitness center.. since Curves doesnt open till around 900am, and I need to be out the door on my way to work around 915/920am.

I'm also lacking in water for today, still need to get drinking. I think I have lost weight. I am trying hard this week... keeping it real... keeping with it. Just think size 20! oooo baby, what an award that is!