Didn't I tell ya.... oooo yes Kari.. me too.. need to get my butt back in gear to loss weight.

Having a new friend that is lossing the weight, sure helps me get my mind in motion. After this weekend.. I am going back to hard core. What happened to the goal of wanting to buy my NewYears outfit in size 24. What happened to lossing a size a year. It's almost end of the year and I have not went down a size....grrrrrr!!!

Joni and I have been talking about WW. I have used Kari's account for it.. and it had worked. But I know Joni wont follow thru with it. Like with Curves for Women... yeah she did great for the first few months.. then just stoped. Okay tax season is a good excuse for her.. but not others. I even told her she can go to the YMCA with me.. but she hasnt made plans yet. Anyways, maybe its best for me to do this alone.. without Joni!! She not really wanting to loss anyways... and it's starting to show.. I'm worry tho.. Her boyfriend isnt helping.

Well, 15mins till closing... go home.. pick up todays mail.. take trash can to the street.. get ready for bed... crawl into bed.. and call a friend... LOL I do love to talk on the phone.. WHAT A FEMME I AM!!!

So, today is what Monday and I have nooo plans of going to classes this week. I am not in the mood for it.. tooo many things are going on right now that need to be squared away.

I have started dating. So, this is what I was to be doing in my young lesbian years? lol I finally broke down and and became a paid member for a lesbian personail ad. This is my 2nd time around. Hope, I have better luck then before. I am talking to 4 woman now (on phone and/or person) 1st.. is a younger "lesbian" (thats questionable) and she has me like already with her.. which I have no met her. Come on who in their right mind would send a text message saying " I miss you" when chated on IMs for 15mins.. if that LOL Dont think I'll meet her, but she knows where I work. 2nd.. is a cheif in the Dells area. Very much a "butch" which turns me on!! But there are some major fall backs that I am learning in the last 24 hours. Don't know if I even want to take a chance to meet her. I think it would be fn, but dont want my heart to be crashed into small pieces.. already been there and got the t-shirt. 3rd.. is in Flagstaff She is a sweet nice woman... but the distance and her belief system is tooo different for me to be in a relationship. But I do her and I become friends. We do hit if off in talking thats for sure. Finally.. I saved the best for last (if you are reading this.. you are still #1 *inside joke*) She's nice.. It shows that she does have a heart of gold. She lives in same town as 1st and shes changing the rep for that town LOL. She's older... but she is like Tony in the way of not acting their age. (if I was a gay guy.. would go after Tony) Right now, I do want to get to know her and go from there. I like spending time with her.. she knows how to make me smile from within. It's been sometime since someone does that for me. Kind of makes me feel special and doesnt look at me like a peice of a$$. I think that she does have a lot of her plate right now.. and I am so far planning on staying around to get to know her better and see what happens from that. I think she can use "me time" to do things for herself. Which she is.. and that's great. If I were to get in a relationship with her.. I want the whole 9 yards... okay okay.. I really want 10 yards.. :o) (you know us femmes)

So, as you can see.. I am dating. Even tho I just met one so far.. I have been asked by two other woman all day (laughing) and do think I want too. I have a list (small list) that the woman has to have.. and they dont. Non smoker... A job... and be a fulltime lesbian and out (to a degree) And thats hard to find LOL... okay.. okay.. yeah theres a longer list. LOL ( dont roll your eyes Kari)
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Damn, I had a lot to say today... theres some more... maybe I'll write later on tonight. I'm at work.. on my break.. need to turn off Itunes and head back up strairs and "work" wowowee... lol NOT

Well its not October and the fall weather is here. What happen to the summer days.. they went by so very fast. Now with fall season here, I am looking forward to go shopping in a few weeks. Fall clothes here I come. :-)

I am starting to really hate my Doc Photo class. The class has everyone in their "last year" but I think I am the only one thats really not in their "last year" so I feel left behind. This is going to be hard to get caugh up on everything that I dont know yet. Taking 2 years off.. sure doesnt help.

Thank God for Kari. I need help with the whole coloring thing. Not doing it for a few years sure doesnt help me. LOL I'm picking it up better when she helps... Yeaaa!!! :-) My buddy

I am weighing in only every other Thrusday now. I was doing it once a week.. but with the crazy hours and working.. I am unable to use the fitness center at work. Now I am a menber that the local Y. Better hours and its the same distance as the fitness center at work. On this Thrusday, I'll come to the work one and weigh myself and do a 60min work out. Then get my ass home and shower and change to leave for school by 1030am. Fitness center at 800am.

I didnt get the job!!!! Fcking sucks ... I am not going to start looking again till end of next month. Theres no point of dropping all those classes now when I am into the 5 or 6 week.. I have already drove myself crazy with school.. guess just finsh it off. lol

I am going to be dressing up as a sexy nurse this year for h-ween. Maybe something else unless I find it before the 15th. She was flirting with me a month ago and saying something about how a nurse would turn her on. Hell.. that idea stayed with me.. yep.. sounds like a good idea for me. Last year all black and red.. this year... white and red. LOL cant tell I like red..LOL.

Time for studying for freaking art history class. Theres a quiz this coming Friday. There are not test/midterm/final for this class.. wowowoee.. everything base off 5 quizs and paper.. and little projects. Hope I can get at least a B for this class.... it would be replacing the F that is already on my gpa. Hope I dont fail that Doc Photo class. See what happens Tuesday.. I am nevous as hell.