Do you ever just feel like something serious bad is about to happen. You cant really explain why you were thinking it.. but it just happens. I was sitting at a red light..about to turn when the left green arrow comes on. Just before it came to my attention. A large Dodge truck came speeding up behind me. 99.5% I would never think something would happen... guy running into me. He was lending over on the side.. talking on cell.. throwing hands in the air, just after he had to stop for 10seconds, before arrow came on. My mind just started rushing about.. he hits me.. then push me into the cross traffice.. I would be hit on the driver side.. would I be killed or just hurt... anyone else be? Does the asshole have ins? All this just comes within that 10seconds of waiting and watching his being pissed.

So, here I am at work.. wishing I could see my buddy. It's almost time to go home.. Yeahh!! and watch season 3 disc 1 of Queer as Folk. I am rewatching all the seasons for the fun of it.
Joni and I went running around today. She wanted to go to Ave. store to find a sexy outfit for her and her bf. Yeah! Right Ave! have that type of clothes. So, we ended up in Gurnee Mills at LB. Nice!! There was this pink and black ... oooo mmmm yummy Hott!!. Joni got the red and black.. yeah.. okay. lol
So, update on Jules.!! Yeap! not gonna happen. I am seeing that the 3 people that I have fallen for... hmmm doesnt happen for me. I would say I did fall hard for Jules.. but I did want more than what I got. Now, I just want her to freaking call here and there. She broke up with her *straight* GF and now is head over heels with a 29!!! year old in GA. Damn... tell me about it. naa.. dont tell me.

I started a new blog for me... if want to check it out..

its called dykedietlife.com

I am pretty good at making coolwhip..bananas.. almonds.. and waffles. All together is sooo yummy... and not that many calories. Debbie like it also. I made bfest for the two of us. Was kind of nice to sit with her and chat. She cuts up her waffle before putting the stuff on it. It was like she was a child. I know shouldnt bug me, but I am seeing some other things. Who knows whats gonna happen with us. If she had her way.. I would of already rented a UHale. LOL Tony already has me married off.. and replacing me with another lesbian. LOL He is silly sometimes.

I soooo miss the gym... the $$$ YMCA. I need to go there all next week.. and cut my calories back down to 1400-1600. I am avg. about 1800-2200. I ended up gaining a pound and half for Fridays (3rd) weigh in. I am not happy with that. So, gonna push it more into gear for this week and see how the 10th turns out. Just want 5 pounds. That would be freaking awsome.

So, I went and had Kari's small award made. Just thinking when I should send it. So, not this week... since its her bday. This needs to be given when theres no holiday/Bday/AV Day. More like a good job for the things you are doing for youself.. type of thing. Someday she is gonna turn into a fish. LOL. (I can come with something there... but not gonna) LOL

Anyways...... byebyeee Ya'All..