3 donuts

I had the mind set to go get some Smart Start and milk, but they didn't have anymore Smart Starts. Then, okay I'll get a bagel with low-fat CC. Okay, they didn't have the bagel or any low-fat cc for me. Darn, my tummy is yelling at me... "just fed me I don't care what" I ended up with carton of chocolate milk and 3 donuts. Plus I have WW meeting tonight. Well, that was my lunch and b-fast all in one. "It's water and diet pills for me" That's what Tony always says... (in a semi-joking way).

Another day

Another day
Day to week to Month to year
When will it end
When I am old and grey
When I am dead and gone
Another day is here to stay

Another day
Same time Monday - Friday
When is it time to end
When I am tried and crabby
When I am done my fourty hours in the "House"
Another day is here to stay

I Want to Go HOME!!
I have done my hours plus five... not nine to five.
Another day!! Damn when it's going to end
When I am dead and gone
or
When I am old and grey

Posting!! See Everyone!!

Okay Kari and Jeannine... I am posting on her blogger. (dusting down the spider webs) Okay, so it's been a month and it's dust around here... but I am still alive. That's if there is anyone else that reads this blog.

Short Updates...
Amy and I are still together. Just been over two months
Jeannine and I are still going WW. Finally lost just over 5 pounds! It took me some time, but it's gone. I hope that it never comes back!
Still working same place.
Moved out into my apartment in the city... Chicago - Lakeview
Joined Bally Total Fitness. Have only used it once, but will be using a lot more very soon.
Been tanning, need to go more offen.
I need more hangers to hang up some spring clothes, because Chicago is between winter and spring. Never know what the next day is going to be like.

New Stuff

Just in case someone reads this that I don't talk too. I doubt it, but who knows.

Well, something happened to me in the last month. I met a woman from Indy. I know I know, I couldn't find one within my area I had to branch out. Anyways. She is awesome. Tomorrow is our first month AV and it's great. I hope this turns into long term.

I rejoined WW with Jeannine. She is going great, but I'm having problems staying on the program. I wish I could drink something that would get rid of all the sweet/sugar cravings that I have. Like, today is WI and I had a small piece of cake here at work. Why couldn't I just say no thanks and just let it at that. I wish my gf would say something else other than "your not fat stop saying that" That statment pisses me off... and I don't know why, because I know she loves me for who and what I am. I don't want to turn into my mom and have weight/movement problems for the rest of my life.

I'm still at Allstate and loving it. Lisa (manger) just told me today and she going to add me to the list for Cost Mangement so I would get all the emails that are sent out... like JEAN DAY!

I signed my lease last night and about have everything turned one, but for ComED, which isn't good. He ran my SS and name and it didn't come back as matched. The same thing happened with RCN. But cable (wish I could get comcase) going to still give me service, ComEd wants me to go to Currenty Exchange and do paper work there and they fax it to them... then I have a date of it being turned out. (taking a breath) Kari, you using my SS number...? LOL jk

Anyways, I have to go pee again (drinking a lot of water again) and head out of the door to WW.

02-19-2007 – Monday

Morning
1 QO Express Brown Sugar Oatmeal – 4
1 banana – 2
½ pint low-fat chocolate milk – 3

Afternoon
3 tsp Spicy Brown Mustard – 0
2oz veggies – 0
3 servings flat bread – 3.5
1 serving mini Pringles – 3
2 serving HC meat – 2.5
1 sf chocolate pudding cup – 1

Evening – All from LJS
4 piece hushpuppy – 5
1oz tartar sauce – 3
½ regular serving fries
6 items cheese sticks – 6.5
1 battered-dipped chicken – 3
½ serving coleslaw
4 piece batter-dipped shrimp – 4.5
2 piece batter-dipped fish – 12.5

Anytime
1 can diet pepsi – 0
3 cans of diet mnt dew – 0

Water
12 servings of 8oz

Last Night

Laying nude
Feeling her soft hands
Around my butt to my back

Laying nude
Feeling her soft hands
Around my check to my neck

Laying nude
Feeling her soft hands
Around my nip to my clit

Laying nude
Feeling her soft hands
…oo how I wish you were here

2007

So, here is to another year, another 12 month period, 52 weeks, 2080 hours or 124800 minutes. Which way sounds the best, when it comes down to wanting to do some things for the NEW YEAR and for the rest of my life.

 Move out into my own apartment in Lakeview
 Loss weight and become healthy and fit
 Get a new Digital Camera and start back to my passion
 Give some of my free time to orgs/comp/chap and I believe in
 Make me friends
 Do some more traveling, I would love to Gay Days at Disney

There’s the over all list, which a few of them I am working on now and some will just come over time.